the human body as a machine
6:47 AM Friday, November 30, 2007
first and foremost, for those of u who cant see the last object i placed of my previous post, heres the link,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6nXtQ-Ei_8
HAHA!
i just came back from soccer. damn tiring, but managed to score a few goals. not bad today:)
during the 5 hr break today the usuals went to play pool at jp. when we came the place was like super ulu, there were no one else playing. after a while then pple came in.
i played sucky as usual, nth more than tt.
ok im like super tired now im gonna end here. blog again soon. ciao
first and foremost, for those of u who cant see the last object i placed of my previous post, heres the link,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6nXtQ-Ei_8
HAHA!
i just came back from soccer. damn tiring, but managed to score a few goals. not bad today:)
during the 5 hr break today the usuals went to play pool at jp. when we came the place was like super ulu, there were no one else playing. after a while then pple came in.
i played sucky as usual, nth more than tt.
ok im like super tired now im gonna end here. blog again soon. ciao
im running away, i'm leaving this place
2:12 PM Thursday, November 29, 2007
ok i finally have time to blog because because because i finished my report! ok lah actually yest got time but was feeling a bit lazy.
something that was long overdue, saf's birthday. we went to seoul garden to celebrate her birthday. nvm, my birthday go mad jack only. HAHA
cindiee and me. she keep disturbing me all night. but she cooked for me, so she made up for it=)
aidie looking like a retard who just discovered seafood!
as usual, kok with the fuckface. haha. and presenting
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THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!
she was looking at a card her friends gave her. uber huge.
we didnt get her a cake, so we made a green dessert for her!
ice kachang, ice cream, and everything green(rhymes!).
in the end forgot to put syrup, so the thing was tasteless haha.
now you see it...
now u like it...
theeeen you DUNK it! LOL
all the green stuff on her face. revenge was sweet! cause she dunked me on my birthday. i still think this is worse, all the ice and urgh. im glad mine was cake. haha.
now its all messy! and guess who was trying to clean the table? the clean freak! won't say who, i'll get killed in my sleep.
and this is something disgusting...
SEAFOOD. uuuurrrgggghhhh *vomits3timesover*
a fun day overall i guess =) and im sooo gonna get it for putting this...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAF!
ok i finally have time to blog because because because i finished my report! ok lah actually yest got time but was feeling a bit lazy.
something that was long overdue, saf's birthday. we went to seoul garden to celebrate her birthday. nvm, my birthday go mad jack only. HAHA
cindiee and me. she keep disturbing me all night. but she cooked for me, so she made up for it=)
aidie looking like a retard who just discovered seafood!
as usual, kok with the fuckface. haha. and presenting
.
.
.
.
.
.
THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!
she was looking at a card her friends gave her. uber huge.
we didnt get her a cake, so we made a green dessert for her!
ice kachang, ice cream, and everything green(rhymes!).
in the end forgot to put syrup, so the thing was tasteless haha.
now you see it...
now u like it...
theeeen you DUNK it! LOL
all the green stuff on her face. revenge was sweet! cause she dunked me on my birthday. i still think this is worse, all the ice and urgh. im glad mine was cake. haha.
now its all messy! and guess who was trying to clean the table? the clean freak! won't say who, i'll get killed in my sleep.
and this is something disgusting...
SEAFOOD. uuuurrrgggghhhh *vomits3timesover*
a fun day overall i guess =) and im sooo gonna get it for putting this...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAF!
vulnerable
12:01 AM
i know, i know, i haven't been blogging. be patient. i have a ton of shitload to do for sch. tink i can blog again 2mr after i hand in my assignment. until then, its crunch time.
i know, i know, i haven't been blogging. be patient. i have a ton of shitload to do for sch. tink i can blog again 2mr after i hand in my assignment. until then, its crunch time.
bloodsplat
8:55 PM Sunday, November 25, 2007
its been quite a busy week, mostly to do with soccer. we had training on wed, then played under taufiq's block on thursday and the match on saturday. i have to say im disappointed with my performance on all 3 days. the trainings were ok, at least its a platform to improve, but how i played in the match was a disaster, especially in the first half.
i cant even hold the ball for more than 3 seconds without getting tackled.and all my passes were inaccurately given. 20 mins into the game and im already feeling tired. ts when i decided to substitute.
during the 2nd half i managed to assist najib's goal and cross a few good balls into the penalty area, but thats about it. other than that i just felt lost on the field.
im also disappointed with the way my team handled a situation in the case of a fight. i mean come on, its a match. if u wanna fight, go somewhere else. i know, the other team played rough and taunted us, but do u haf to stoop to their level and get angry as well? its just shows unprofessionalism. i'd rather concentrate and win the game rather than show how angry i am.
oh man i hope i improve in the future. i have a position to fight for, and if i keep playing like this i could jolly well stop all the same.
and another thing, my parents are being a total bitch. my curfew is now 9.30pm. im not even gonna explain y tt sucks because i tink the whole world would agree with me. cant wait till im out of this house.
bad day, these few days. pfffft. now i gotta prepare for my oh-so-boring job=/
its been quite a busy week, mostly to do with soccer. we had training on wed, then played under taufiq's block on thursday and the match on saturday. i have to say im disappointed with my performance on all 3 days. the trainings were ok, at least its a platform to improve, but how i played in the match was a disaster, especially in the first half.
i cant even hold the ball for more than 3 seconds without getting tackled.and all my passes were inaccurately given. 20 mins into the game and im already feeling tired. ts when i decided to substitute.
during the 2nd half i managed to assist najib's goal and cross a few good balls into the penalty area, but thats about it. other than that i just felt lost on the field.
im also disappointed with the way my team handled a situation in the case of a fight. i mean come on, its a match. if u wanna fight, go somewhere else. i know, the other team played rough and taunted us, but do u haf to stoop to their level and get angry as well? its just shows unprofessionalism. i'd rather concentrate and win the game rather than show how angry i am.
oh man i hope i improve in the future. i have a position to fight for, and if i keep playing like this i could jolly well stop all the same.
and another thing, my parents are being a total bitch. my curfew is now 9.30pm. im not even gonna explain y tt sucks because i tink the whole world would agree with me. cant wait till im out of this house.
bad day, these few days. pfffft. now i gotta prepare for my oh-so-boring job=/
annihilation by the hands of god
1:50 PM Thursday, November 22, 2007
for those of u who think YOU are busy, here's a recap on what i've been doing these past few mths:
-a million sch projects.
ouh, trust those pple who said designers lead a busy life. so much to do in so little time! starting to regret abit for chosing this course, but i still think its better than engineering.
-pizza hut and art friend.
yes, i am juggling 2 jobs. im keeping the art friend job, since the pay is high, but its too fucking boring so i took a 2nd one. but come to think of it, pizza hut sucks as well. not the work or pple, just that im always given closing shift. and i cant do tt thanks to my WONDERFUL parents.
-Bukit Batok Driving Centre.
im not gonna tell u guys what im taking or wad stage im in, but trust me when i say its taking up a hell lot of my time.
-soccer.
fushan trainings is on weds, and we have a match this sat. not forgetting playing under blocks to improve our skills. and also in sch sometimes.
-%&$#ing parents
seriously, even with all this, i think i can still cope well but my parents are always fucking restricting me for EVERYTHING. like seriously, its fucked up how bad my situation with my parents is. i mean, yea they're not getting a divorce or anything, its not that kind of problems. but sometimes i just feel so fucked up. i go home, and no one talks to me. they only time anyone does is when my parents wanna scold me for sth.
and heres the best part, they still expect me to come home early everyday.for what? so u can fucking spite at me? i lie to my parents everyday. yes everyday. when im going out, i'll just say i have a project in sch. and the fact that i need to seriously suck balls.
if u tink im exaggerating, and that my parents just love me blah blah blah, heres an example. on wed i said i wanted to play soccer at rp(i didnt, it was actually fushan, but i had to say it was a sch match or i cudnt haf gone-.-), and wanted to cycle there. and guess what, he wudnt let me. reason: dangerous. FROM MY HOUSE TO RP. 1 mrt station. Dangerous???? urrrrghhh.
and dun let me start on the bike license. ok i know its dangerous and stuff, but at least trust me enough to know i wun do anything stupid. i've never really done anything really stupid my whole life, like drinking or getting into gangfights. that's got to count for sth. but then they dun pay attention to good things ive done. only the bad, so they can shout at me more.
seriously, i have tried to see the scenario from their point of view, putting myself in their shoes. and i still dun get the way they're treating me. for example, i wudnt restrict my son to take riding license. thats could mean he would take behind my back. and since i wudnt noe abt it, it cud risk him getting into accidents because he was not properly guided,and doesnt receive blessings from his parents. instead, if thats wad my son really wants, i'll just let him have it. but i will try to guide him along his way, telling him whats right and wrong. and at least, i know what my son is doing.
arghhhh. such a lengthy post to rant. this is quite a low moment in my life, but still sulking's not gonna solve anything. i just hope things get better for me=)
for those of u who think YOU are busy, here's a recap on what i've been doing these past few mths:
-a million sch projects.
ouh, trust those pple who said designers lead a busy life. so much to do in so little time! starting to regret abit for chosing this course, but i still think its better than engineering.
-pizza hut and art friend.
yes, i am juggling 2 jobs. im keeping the art friend job, since the pay is high, but its too fucking boring so i took a 2nd one. but come to think of it, pizza hut sucks as well. not the work or pple, just that im always given closing shift. and i cant do tt thanks to my WONDERFUL parents.
-Bukit Batok Driving Centre.
im not gonna tell u guys what im taking or wad stage im in, but trust me when i say its taking up a hell lot of my time.
-soccer.
fushan trainings is on weds, and we have a match this sat. not forgetting playing under blocks to improve our skills. and also in sch sometimes.
-%&$#ing parents
seriously, even with all this, i think i can still cope well but my parents are always fucking restricting me for EVERYTHING. like seriously, its fucked up how bad my situation with my parents is. i mean, yea they're not getting a divorce or anything, its not that kind of problems. but sometimes i just feel so fucked up. i go home, and no one talks to me. they only time anyone does is when my parents wanna scold me for sth.
and heres the best part, they still expect me to come home early everyday.for what? so u can fucking spite at me? i lie to my parents everyday. yes everyday. when im going out, i'll just say i have a project in sch. and the fact that i need to seriously suck balls.
if u tink im exaggerating, and that my parents just love me blah blah blah, heres an example. on wed i said i wanted to play soccer at rp(i didnt, it was actually fushan, but i had to say it was a sch match or i cudnt haf gone-.-), and wanted to cycle there. and guess what, he wudnt let me. reason: dangerous. FROM MY HOUSE TO RP. 1 mrt station. Dangerous???? urrrrghhh.
and dun let me start on the bike license. ok i know its dangerous and stuff, but at least trust me enough to know i wun do anything stupid. i've never really done anything really stupid my whole life, like drinking or getting into gangfights. that's got to count for sth. but then they dun pay attention to good things ive done. only the bad, so they can shout at me more.
seriously, i have tried to see the scenario from their point of view, putting myself in their shoes. and i still dun get the way they're treating me. for example, i wudnt restrict my son to take riding license. thats could mean he would take behind my back. and since i wudnt noe abt it, it cud risk him getting into accidents because he was not properly guided,and doesnt receive blessings from his parents. instead, if thats wad my son really wants, i'll just let him have it. but i will try to guide him along his way, telling him whats right and wrong. and at least, i know what my son is doing.
arghhhh. such a lengthy post to rant. this is quite a low moment in my life, but still sulking's not gonna solve anything. i just hope things get better for me=)
theres no business to be done on a dead planet -
9:44 AM Wednesday, November 21, 2007
2 posts in a day wow! trying to keep up the good work.
since im here might as well blog abt the outing with mates on sunday.
we went to.....sentosa. it was for a sch project actually. we were supposed to go to 2 places we've never gone before and record our feelings bla bla bla. we decided on a crocodile farm, a pet shop and the sentosa luge. i was actually planning to work in the morning and only join them for the luge but when i found out SOMEONE was angry i decided to turn up in the end. im so nice. and im so screwed next mth because i haven worked a single day this mth. totally screwed.
i actually like my pose(aku tau aku kerek) in the second one, but kok looks extra so the main picture is the first one ah. haha. and yes, i was wearing a singlet. go ahead and puke.
i swear this was totally a candid shot. i didnt pose or anything. and i noe im fat. ok whatever.
skyride's fun when u take with ur friends=)
this is us before we went on the luge. gosh i look like the giant among hobbits. HAHA.
ok thats it. quite a fun day. shud do it more often.
anywae, i just came back from fushan training. i played damn sucky today. and my boots torn. fuck. how am i gonna play on sat? its kind of a big match for me, since i know the people from both teams. and i really hope i play well. maybe score again. lol.ok peace out.
2 posts in a day wow! trying to keep up the good work.
since im here might as well blog abt the outing with mates on sunday.
we went to.....sentosa. it was for a sch project actually. we were supposed to go to 2 places we've never gone before and record our feelings bla bla bla. we decided on a crocodile farm, a pet shop and the sentosa luge. i was actually planning to work in the morning and only join them for the luge but when i found out SOMEONE was angry i decided to turn up in the end. im so nice. and im so screwed next mth because i haven worked a single day this mth. totally screwed.
i actually like my pose(aku tau aku kerek) in the second one, but kok looks extra so the main picture is the first one ah. haha. and yes, i was wearing a singlet. go ahead and puke.
i swear this was totally a candid shot. i didnt pose or anything. and i noe im fat. ok whatever.
skyride's fun when u take with ur friends=)
this is us before we went on the luge. gosh i look like the giant among hobbits. HAHA.
ok thats it. quite a fun day. shud do it more often.
anywae, i just came back from fushan training. i played damn sucky today. and my boots torn. fuck. how am i gonna play on sat? its kind of a big match for me, since i know the people from both teams. and i really hope i play well. maybe score again. lol.ok peace out.
the wounds won't seem to heal-
11:42 PM Tuesday, November 20, 2007
MY BLOG IS ALIVE!
I think i've decided to keep it somewhat alive, so i can blog once in a while. Dun expect daily posts, im just too busy and frankly, i couldn't care less.
and yea im basically busy with sch work. New project: Communication Device. i really gotta ace in this, already been given a warning for the last project. sch's just so boring this few days, but oh well, i still think its better than engineering. i just have to be less work harder and stop slacking.
as some of u might already know, my dad found out abt me taking motorcycle lessons and asked me to stop straightaway. like fuck. i dun even noe whether i shud just carry on with it. if my dad catch me another time, im really screwed. i'll just see how it goes.
and something that really pisses me off recently, i got a C+ for my history paper, because it was late. It was supposed to be an A, but due to my stupidity and punctuality issues, its a C. thats fucked up man. worse that i found out what i cud haf gotten. im not angry at my lecturer, im just angry at myself for not putting more effort into sch. i gotta start bucking up or im dead.
thats all for now i guess. fushan later, gonna practice for the match against team SYW this sat. i really wanna do well in soccer, its all i've got left. ciao suckers.
and oh, i just resurrected my blog recently, so my profile and all are not yet updated. gonna do it soon=)
MY BLOG IS ALIVE!
I think i've decided to keep it somewhat alive, so i can blog once in a while. Dun expect daily posts, im just too busy and frankly, i couldn't care less.
and yea im basically busy with sch work. New project: Communication Device. i really gotta ace in this, already been given a warning for the last project. sch's just so boring this few days, but oh well, i still think its better than engineering. i just have to be less work harder and stop slacking.
as some of u might already know, my dad found out abt me taking motorcycle lessons and asked me to stop straightaway. like fuck. i dun even noe whether i shud just carry on with it. if my dad catch me another time, im really screwed. i'll just see how it goes.
and something that really pisses me off recently, i got a C+ for my history paper, because it was late. It was supposed to be an A, but due to my stupidity and punctuality issues, its a C. thats fucked up man. worse that i found out what i cud haf gotten. im not angry at my lecturer, im just angry at myself for not putting more effort into sch. i gotta start bucking up or im dead.
thats all for now i guess. fushan later, gonna practice for the match against team SYW this sat. i really wanna do well in soccer, its all i've got left. ciao suckers.
and oh, i just resurrected my blog recently, so my profile and all are not yet updated. gonna do it soon=)
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