12:35 AM Friday, February 09, 2007
FUCK.
so many fucking people bastard me at this stage. i fucking hate it when pple dun stick to their words. like wtf? if u say ur gg, den just go. if ur not, just FUCKING TELL ME. whats this shit of not replying my messages and not picking up my calls. WTF? if u had just tell me ur not gg that would be much better. i cant say im pleased, but i cant force u to do anything, right? just fucking confirm with me whether ur going or not. IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD? sheez im even willing to pay for first if u say ur paying on tt saturday itself.
these are some of the people who are supposed to be my friends. fucking fed up. now i noe how the band feels like the first time they're performing. so many fucked up people, how to handle?
really choked up on stress right now. Its my exam period dammit(ok who am i kidding exams or not im still the same slacker-.-). I still need to practice for this saturday, i haf to tolerate my fucked up dad, and STILL haf to manage the ticket selling with the people i call my friends.
it times like these, some1 u can embrace in ur arms and look in her eyes while u throw ur heart out would be nice.