aren't you tired of being weak, such rage that you could scream
10:40 PM Wednesday, February 28, 2007
i gotta stop blogging abt sth a million years after it happens. its such a pain trying to remember wad happen. zzz. rite, now abt music attack 3.
yea we went to tt gig on the 24th of march to support Press not Coax and The Smudge. Both were super cool. most of the people in front are our friends, so u can imagine the fun we had controlling the moshpit. we even moshed to amber pacific songs by Press not Coax! haha. and The Smudge. holy cow. they're like one of the better bands i noe. their original songs are just superb. and their Oasis covers are simply breathtaking.
here's how many people who turned up at the gig and were our friends.
like fucking huge lah.
the whole gang(in the 2nd picture) went to hang out at esplanade. this is the part which i hate. i mean, its cool, hanging out with tt many people. but as usually they will usually create a hell lot of havoc. i hate people who create havoc, and i can't believe im hanging out with a group of them who does. most of the time precious lies just hang out on our own(abang2 ah konon:x).
good news and bad news.
good news - i've finally cut my hair! wohooooo!
bad news - HSA sent a letter to my dad telling him abt my smoking incident. this is like fucking bad news. my parents are throwing tantrums all over the place. i may not even get to go to school next year. sheez. dunno how im gonna let this one die down. its like the 4th or 5th time im caught smoking.
ps: to the HSA inspector, FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. do u noe how much trouble you've caused me? goddamnit im gonna be 18 this year. JUST CUT SOME FUCKING SLACK. INSTEAD OF WASTING UR TIME FINING ME, YOU COULD HAVE CAUGHT SOME 14 OR 15 YEAR OLD
SMOKING. or donate to the poor, or do community service, or recycling paper, or working, or volunteering, or getting free of the leash the government put on u, or cleaning ur mama's tits, or pulling tt stick out of ur ass, all of which would BENEFIT somebody. fining me wun change a SINGLE thing. i'll still smoke, in public if i must, cos im gonna be 18 this year. yes u are the government's dog, doing their dirty work, being hated while they get all the credit. the worst part is ur ONLY 20 STH. wtf are you doing this job? i sure ur the loser among ur friends(or so-called friends). you disgust me so much i could puke. get a life bitch.
i gotta stop blogging abt sth a million years after it happens. its such a pain trying to remember wad happen. zzz. rite, now abt music attack 3.
yea we went to tt gig on the 24th of march to support Press not Coax and The Smudge. Both were super cool. most of the people in front are our friends, so u can imagine the fun we had controlling the moshpit. we even moshed to amber pacific songs by Press not Coax! haha. and The Smudge. holy cow. they're like one of the better bands i noe. their original songs are just superb. and their Oasis covers are simply breathtaking.
here's how many people who turned up at the gig and were our friends.
like fucking huge lah.
the whole gang(in the 2nd picture) went to hang out at esplanade. this is the part which i hate. i mean, its cool, hanging out with tt many people. but as usually they will usually create a hell lot of havoc. i hate people who create havoc, and i can't believe im hanging out with a group of them who does. most of the time precious lies just hang out on our own(abang2 ah konon:x).
good news and bad news.
good news - i've finally cut my hair! wohooooo!
bad news - HSA sent a letter to my dad telling him abt my smoking incident. this is like fucking bad news. my parents are throwing tantrums all over the place. i may not even get to go to school next year. sheez. dunno how im gonna let this one die down. its like the 4th or 5th time im caught smoking.
ps: to the HSA inspector, FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. do u noe how much trouble you've caused me? goddamnit im gonna be 18 this year. JUST CUT SOME FUCKING SLACK. INSTEAD OF WASTING UR TIME FINING ME, YOU COULD HAVE CAUGHT SOME 14 OR 15 YEAR OLD
SMOKING. or donate to the poor, or do community service, or recycling paper, or working, or volunteering, or getting free of the leash the government put on u, or cleaning ur mama's tits, or pulling tt stick out of ur ass, all of which would BENEFIT somebody. fining me wun change a SINGLE thing. i'll still smoke, in public if i must, cos im gonna be 18 this year. yes u are the government's dog, doing their dirty work, being hated while they get all the credit. the worst part is ur ONLY 20 STH. wtf are you doing this job? i sure ur the loser among ur friends(or so-called friends). you disgust me so much i could puke. get a life bitch.
im not breaking down, im breaking out
3:33 AM Saturday, February 24, 2007
i went to renew my passport today, and i swear on the way back i was as sure as hell gonna cut my hair bald. not bald bald, more like semi bald. and unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) the barber was closed. i went to the other one and its closed too. maybe its a sign? hah.
yea i noe, y cut bald? heres the reason. y do guys style their hair and try to look good? only one reason. to attract girls(ya duh. any guy who disagrees, aint straight.). and im thinking, if tt is so, y da hell am i so cautious bout my hair? im certainly not trying to impress any girl. hell, girls dun even look at me even if i styled my hair for 2 hrs. so y waste tt precious 1 hr of ur day washing ur hair and styling it. ok maybe it doesnt apply to other pple, but it sure as hell is applicable to me. im like, doomed whem it comes to girls. just look at my previous post. u'll get the picture.
so to celebrate my new giving-up-trying-to-impress-girls attitude, im gonna cut bald. straightening my fringe was like one of my biggest regret. 35 bucks wasted. fuck. yeap. i cant believe im actually excited to go bald. haha.
played soccer with the usuals today. nth much happen. as usual i scored alot of goals, and after each goal, without failure, someone will shout 'tts lucky'. gotten used to it now. i tink im finally training myself to be immuned to what other pple think. GREAT SUCCESS. here's a phrase which really helped me alot -
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME.
yes, only god. no one else. tink about it.
ps: sihong, hey sorry, i didnt see ur comment. it was at somerset. yea but at least its cooler than being caught for underage. makes me feel, underage-.- my friend got caught for smoking in non-smoking area. they're really stepping up their case nowadays. better be careful.
i went to renew my passport today, and i swear on the way back i was as sure as hell gonna cut my hair bald. not bald bald, more like semi bald. and unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) the barber was closed. i went to the other one and its closed too. maybe its a sign? hah.
yea i noe, y cut bald? heres the reason. y do guys style their hair and try to look good? only one reason. to attract girls(ya duh. any guy who disagrees, aint straight.). and im thinking, if tt is so, y da hell am i so cautious bout my hair? im certainly not trying to impress any girl. hell, girls dun even look at me even if i styled my hair for 2 hrs. so y waste tt precious 1 hr of ur day washing ur hair and styling it. ok maybe it doesnt apply to other pple, but it sure as hell is applicable to me. im like, doomed whem it comes to girls. just look at my previous post. u'll get the picture.
so to celebrate my new giving-up-trying-to-impress-girls attitude, im gonna cut bald. straightening my fringe was like one of my biggest regret. 35 bucks wasted. fuck. yeap. i cant believe im actually excited to go bald. haha.
played soccer with the usuals today. nth much happen. as usual i scored alot of goals, and after each goal, without failure, someone will shout 'tts lucky'. gotten used to it now. i tink im finally training myself to be immuned to what other pple think. GREAT SUCCESS. here's a phrase which really helped me alot -
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME.
yes, only god. no one else. tink about it.
ps: sihong, hey sorry, i didnt see ur comment. it was at somerset. yea but at least its cooler than being caught for underage. makes me feel, underage-.- my friend got caught for smoking in non-smoking area. they're really stepping up their case nowadays. better be careful.
i noe its not right but its not fair
9:13 AM Sunday, February 18, 2007
haven't blogged in like, forever, so this is gonna be long one. lets start off with music attack 2. This is actually the second time im writing about it, the first time i did the com just blew on me. like totally blacked out. fucking frustrated. u would be too, it you had typed enough for a general paper and suddenly its all gone. pfffft.
so on tt day i met up with wan ard 3 at amk mrt b4 heading to gashaus with precious lies to pass our ticket sales. after tt i hanged out with wan while precious lies stayed at gashaus. met nabil, noh and ezol at long john before finally going to gas haus at ard 6. fucking hell im nvr gonna call those bastards i call my friends to my gig again. such a fucking waste of time. you noe who u fucking are.
was shocked the moment i stepped into gashaus. the crowd was like HUGE. passive instinct was already on when we get there. they were ok, but i dun think the people there really like muse. what a shame. i LOVE muse.
so after passive instinct was 2 xcore bands. fuck the 2nd wasnt eve tt good, they just had like an extremely large fan club. assholes. after them were our band.
before i got on stage i was really nervous. not to the edge of breaking down, but still nervous. what if i screwed up? i was shaking while walking to the stage. i was even sweating when i was plugging in my bass. but then we started to play our first song, the last sunrise. and it was all gone. the nervousness, the shakiness, the pee-in-ur-pants feeling, all gone. i felt right at home, like this is where i belong. it was simply ecstatic. pure adrenaline rushing through ur body. nothing beats performing while ur crowd is moshing and headbanging.
haha yea, lots of headbanging. cos there's alot of girls in front while we're performing:x so theres not much moshing. yeap 'she' even gave me a \m/ after our first song. wooots.
aaaaaand the soundman at gashaus was being a complete bitch. he kept asking us to lower our guitar volume. hello, this is a gig, not a jamming session? here's a phrase i heard before somewhere, and i tink it was aimed at pple like you.
if its too loud, you're TOO OLD.
heh. buuuut i really need to thank all the people tt came to the gig, you guys made it happen man. heres what some people commented abt us on soft.com.sg -
sammy
wooo! musick attack 2 rocks! love the crowd! theres this band called precious lies, love thier energy! we the crowd HEADBANG like crazy! haha, very nice. their band's unique. others was as good too. we mosh til we drop yeah? haha. looking for to musick 3.
i dunno who u are, but thank you so fucking much.
roy
Hi NXA, u guys really ROCK the place! PANTERA & RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE! - AWESOME MAN! Wish u guys could play a longer set. And great set from Precious lies too! In fact all the bands are really damn good! Salute to u guys! Anyway the crowd was really awesome! Another 300 plus crowd cramped into Gas Haus! Feels like SAUNA! Look forward MUSIC ATTACK 3!
aaah. of cos, roy from extreme music. thanks for letting us perform.
overall i tink i still can improve summore on my bass skills and stage presence. well theres always a 2nd time. think we're gonna perform for music attack 5. i'll let u guys noe the details if we're in aite?
k for sth more up-to-date, theres really nth much going on. i've just been working every chance that i get. damn i really need money! y cant i be born rich instead of...... wait im not gd-looking nor do i have a talent for anything else. zzzzzzz. so y cant i be born rich?
oh yea i got fucking fined yesterday. pffft. i hanged out with zt at his workplace at cathay, and after that he wanna sit down smoke first. i tought y not, its his cigarette anywae. then when we were smoking, i saw this guy looking at me from far. i knew it was a health inspector, but i kept my cool, thinking i could use my 'fake' id. i know they were trying to aim zt, cos he looks fucking young. they were kinda disappointed when they found out he's 18, but wtf im 17. i gave my 'fake' id, but he demanded to see my ex-link. i was like fffuuuucccccckkk. wanted to run for it but i cudnt communicate with zt, he was talking to the other guy.
fuck man. so they took down my particulars, and said they're gonna mail me a warning or even a fine. the guy threatened to charge me for impersonation because of my fake id. fuck u!if its the cops ok lah, but health inspectors? get a life dammit. after tt i got no mood for shopping ready. lol.
i dun really mind if its a fine, im more afraid for the letter. if my dad gets a hold of it im screwed. for real this time.i've been caught and warned too many time, and as much as i tink this rule is fucking stupid, its still my fault. soooo, now i gotta check the mail daily, before going out and before reaching home. pfffft.
i swear the moment i turned 18, i will smoke in public ALL the time and when health inspectors scan me, i swear i'll LAUGH at them for good.
wow ok fucking long entry, tink i better stop now. cya.
haven't blogged in like, forever, so this is gonna be long one. lets start off with music attack 2. This is actually the second time im writing about it, the first time i did the com just blew on me. like totally blacked out. fucking frustrated. u would be too, it you had typed enough for a general paper and suddenly its all gone. pfffft.
so on tt day i met up with wan ard 3 at amk mrt b4 heading to gashaus with precious lies to pass our ticket sales. after tt i hanged out with wan while precious lies stayed at gashaus. met nabil, noh and ezol at long john before finally going to gas haus at ard 6. fucking hell im nvr gonna call those bastards i call my friends to my gig again. such a fucking waste of time. you noe who u fucking are.
was shocked the moment i stepped into gashaus. the crowd was like HUGE. passive instinct was already on when we get there. they were ok, but i dun think the people there really like muse. what a shame. i LOVE muse.
so after passive instinct was 2 xcore bands. fuck the 2nd wasnt eve tt good, they just had like an extremely large fan club. assholes. after them were our band.
before i got on stage i was really nervous. not to the edge of breaking down, but still nervous. what if i screwed up? i was shaking while walking to the stage. i was even sweating when i was plugging in my bass. but then we started to play our first song, the last sunrise. and it was all gone. the nervousness, the shakiness, the pee-in-ur-pants feeling, all gone. i felt right at home, like this is where i belong. it was simply ecstatic. pure adrenaline rushing through ur body. nothing beats performing while ur crowd is moshing and headbanging.
haha yea, lots of headbanging. cos there's alot of girls in front while we're performing:x so theres not much moshing. yeap 'she' even gave me a \m/ after our first song. wooots.
aaaaaand the soundman at gashaus was being a complete bitch. he kept asking us to lower our guitar volume. hello, this is a gig, not a jamming session? here's a phrase i heard before somewhere, and i tink it was aimed at pple like you.
if its too loud, you're TOO OLD.
heh. buuuut i really need to thank all the people tt came to the gig, you guys made it happen man. heres what some people commented abt us on soft.com.sg -
sammy
wooo! musick attack 2 rocks! love the crowd! theres this band called precious lies, love thier energy! we the crowd HEADBANG like crazy! haha, very nice. their band's unique. others was as good too. we mosh til we drop yeah? haha. looking for to musick 3.
i dunno who u are, but thank you so fucking much.
roy
Hi NXA, u guys really ROCK the place! PANTERA & RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE! - AWESOME MAN! Wish u guys could play a longer set. And great set from Precious lies too! In fact all the bands are really damn good! Salute to u guys! Anyway the crowd was really awesome! Another 300 plus crowd cramped into Gas Haus! Feels like SAUNA! Look forward MUSIC ATTACK 3!
aaah. of cos, roy from extreme music. thanks for letting us perform.
overall i tink i still can improve summore on my bass skills and stage presence. well theres always a 2nd time. think we're gonna perform for music attack 5. i'll let u guys noe the details if we're in aite?
k for sth more up-to-date, theres really nth much going on. i've just been working every chance that i get. damn i really need money! y cant i be born rich instead of...... wait im not gd-looking nor do i have a talent for anything else. zzzzzzz. so y cant i be born rich?
oh yea i got fucking fined yesterday. pffft. i hanged out with zt at his workplace at cathay, and after that he wanna sit down smoke first. i tought y not, its his cigarette anywae. then when we were smoking, i saw this guy looking at me from far. i knew it was a health inspector, but i kept my cool, thinking i could use my 'fake' id. i know they were trying to aim zt, cos he looks fucking young. they were kinda disappointed when they found out he's 18, but wtf im 17. i gave my 'fake' id, but he demanded to see my ex-link. i was like fffuuuucccccckkk. wanted to run for it but i cudnt communicate with zt, he was talking to the other guy.
fuck man. so they took down my particulars, and said they're gonna mail me a warning or even a fine. the guy threatened to charge me for impersonation because of my fake id. fuck u!if its the cops ok lah, but health inspectors? get a life dammit. after tt i got no mood for shopping ready. lol.
i dun really mind if its a fine, im more afraid for the letter. if my dad gets a hold of it im screwed. for real this time.i've been caught and warned too many time, and as much as i tink this rule is fucking stupid, its still my fault. soooo, now i gotta check the mail daily, before going out and before reaching home. pfffft.
i swear the moment i turned 18, i will smoke in public ALL the time and when health inspectors scan me, i swear i'll LAUGH at them for good.
wow ok fucking long entry, tink i better stop now. cya.
waking the cadaver
12:58 PM Friday, February 09, 2007
this is it.
its ard 5hrs to our performance. getting a BIT nervous, but not really edgy.
fucking ticket screwed really caused me stress. hopefully after today it will all be over.
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!
this is it.
its ard 5hrs to our performance. getting a BIT nervous, but not really edgy.
fucking ticket screwed really caused me stress. hopefully after today it will all be over.
WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE!
remove from me this deception that i call lovee
12:35 AM
FUCK.
so many fucking people bastard me at this stage. i fucking hate it when pple dun stick to their words. like wtf? if u say ur gg, den just go. if ur not, just FUCKING TELL ME. whats this shit of not replying my messages and not picking up my calls. WTF? if u had just tell me ur not gg that would be much better. i cant say im pleased, but i cant force u to do anything, right? just fucking confirm with me whether ur going or not. IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD? sheez im even willing to pay for first if u say ur paying on tt saturday itself.
these are some of the people who are supposed to be my friends. fucking fed up. now i noe how the band feels like the first time they're performing. so many fucked up people, how to handle?
really choked up on stress right now. Its my exam period dammit(ok who am i kidding exams or not im still the same slacker-.-). I still need to practice for this saturday, i haf to tolerate my fucked up dad, and STILL haf to manage the ticket selling with the people i call my friends.
it times like these, some1 u can embrace in ur arms and look in her eyes while u throw ur heart out would be nice.
FUCK.
so many fucking people bastard me at this stage. i fucking hate it when pple dun stick to their words. like wtf? if u say ur gg, den just go. if ur not, just FUCKING TELL ME. whats this shit of not replying my messages and not picking up my calls. WTF? if u had just tell me ur not gg that would be much better. i cant say im pleased, but i cant force u to do anything, right? just fucking confirm with me whether ur going or not. IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD? sheez im even willing to pay for first if u say ur paying on tt saturday itself.
these are some of the people who are supposed to be my friends. fucking fed up. now i noe how the band feels like the first time they're performing. so many fucked up people, how to handle?
really choked up on stress right now. Its my exam period dammit(ok who am i kidding exams or not im still the same slacker-.-). I still need to practice for this saturday, i haf to tolerate my fucked up dad, and STILL haf to manage the ticket selling with the people i call my friends.
it times like these, some1 u can embrace in ur arms and look in her eyes while u throw ur heart out would be nice.
this ain't a scene, its a goddamned arms race
10:21 PM Wednesday, February 07, 2007
jamming today. ALMOST perfect, but my last serenade still need a bit of tweaking here and there.
hmm suddenly got so many pple wanna go this sat. haha. everytime last minute, who's surprised? but STILL, so many people are only paying for the tix on tt day, and seeing that i have to give the money by fri, means i haf to pay first. so if u pple last minute bastard me i swear i will )&*)(*&^&*(^&*()& you, and den i'll $%^&*&^%$#$%^& you again.
i was thinking about blogging on my c_prog paper today, but wads the point? i can already predict the outcome(fail of cos, duh), and talking about it just makes me wanna puke all over my shoes( ok i'm at home and not wearing shoe's, metaphor aite?). but i made an improvement today. i wasnt the first to leave the exam hall, i was 2ND! yeahhhh. GREAT SUCCESS.
fuck 2mr no exam which means i haf to stay home all day which means i haf to do house chores nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
jamming today. ALMOST perfect, but my last serenade still need a bit of tweaking here and there.
hmm suddenly got so many pple wanna go this sat. haha. everytime last minute, who's surprised? but STILL, so many people are only paying for the tix on tt day, and seeing that i have to give the money by fri, means i haf to pay first. so if u pple last minute bastard me i swear i will )&*)(*&^&*(^&*()& you, and den i'll $%^&*&^%$#$%^& you again.
i was thinking about blogging on my c_prog paper today, but wads the point? i can already predict the outcome(fail of cos, duh), and talking about it just makes me wanna puke all over my shoes( ok i'm at home and not wearing shoe's, metaphor aite?). but i made an improvement today. i wasnt the first to leave the exam hall, i was 2ND! yeahhhh. GREAT SUCCESS.
fuck 2mr no exam which means i haf to stay home all day which means i haf to do house chores nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
kill to live
10:26 PM Tuesday, February 06, 2007
haven blogged in like 4387643548490843 years. i've decided to start again cos im just sooooo fucking bored.
now is my exam week, but wth, i dun noe a single thing, how to study. its like the last thing on my mind now. everybody's studying and im concentrating for 10th feb. lolol.
yeap 10th feb. this sat. music attack 2 @ gashaus. i'll be lying if i say im not excited. it is my first gig after all. wooots!
final jamming practice 2mr before the big day. FINALLY ive learnt all the 7 songs haha. took me long enough. for people who wants to noe what song we're playing, here's the list in the order we're playing:-
the last sunrise - aiden
a perfect smile with broken wings - odd project
i set my friends on fire - aiden
freak gasoline fight accident - it dies today
my last serenade - killswitch engage
through struggle - as i lay dying
spit - kittie
cant wait to mosh and headbang! haven been to a single gig this year, the last time i went was the ful flight. hurhur. people who wanna go last minute, pls pls contact me for tickets.
i noe its a bit late to talk about, but SINGAPORE WON. wohhhoooooooooooo. king of asean! fuck the thais! fuck their dramatic actings! lol. but seriously, they really played like crap against thai. they needed a whole lot of luck but still, WE WON. hell yeaaaaa!
man utd's also having their top form ever. back to back 4-0 wins! and chelsea? wad? 1-0 only against charlton, the 2nd last club in the league? wake up chelsea fans and support the REAL champions, MANCHESTER UNITED!
hahahahaha feeling very high sia. i tink thats all for now, gotta practice again for sat zzzzz. but u have to make sacrifices to get things perfect.
to people who are coming to support us, i want to say an advanced "THANK YOU". thanks for helping our ticket sales.
alright tts about all cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasuckaaaaaaaaaaa.
ps: she talked to me FIRST today. haha. usually i have to started the conversation first. GREAT SUCCESS.
haven blogged in like 4387643548490843 years. i've decided to start again cos im just sooooo fucking bored.
now is my exam week, but wth, i dun noe a single thing, how to study. its like the last thing on my mind now. everybody's studying and im concentrating for 10th feb. lolol.
yeap 10th feb. this sat. music attack 2 @ gashaus. i'll be lying if i say im not excited. it is my first gig after all. wooots!
final jamming practice 2mr before the big day. FINALLY ive learnt all the 7 songs haha. took me long enough. for people who wants to noe what song we're playing, here's the list in the order we're playing:-
the last sunrise - aiden
a perfect smile with broken wings - odd project
i set my friends on fire - aiden
freak gasoline fight accident - it dies today
my last serenade - killswitch engage
through struggle - as i lay dying
spit - kittie
cant wait to mosh and headbang! haven been to a single gig this year, the last time i went was the ful flight. hurhur. people who wanna go last minute, pls pls contact me for tickets.
i noe its a bit late to talk about, but SINGAPORE WON. wohhhoooooooooooo. king of asean! fuck the thais! fuck their dramatic actings! lol. but seriously, they really played like crap against thai. they needed a whole lot of luck but still, WE WON. hell yeaaaaa!
man utd's also having their top form ever. back to back 4-0 wins! and chelsea? wad? 1-0 only against charlton, the 2nd last club in the league? wake up chelsea fans and support the REAL champions, MANCHESTER UNITED!
hahahahaha feeling very high sia. i tink thats all for now, gotta practice again for sat zzzzz. but u have to make sacrifices to get things perfect.
to people who are coming to support us, i want to say an advanced "THANK YOU". thanks for helping our ticket sales.
alright tts about all cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasuckaaaaaaaaaaa.
ps: she talked to me FIRST today. haha. usually i have to started the conversation first. GREAT SUCCESS.
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